tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1165603762522014470.post665890892985345240..comments2023-08-17T11:04:19.748-04:00Comments on submission & metaphor: I shouldn't have thrown out the frozen peasoatmeal girlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12842608615972752000noreply@blogger.comBlogger10125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1165603762522014470.post-52321751441239092962009-09-13T21:44:53.045-04:002009-09-13T21:44:53.045-04:00sephanipaige - it's interesting to hear about ...sephanipaige - it's interesting to hear about this from the perspective of a pain slut. I used to think I was since I do crave pain to some extent. It excites me and obviously arouses me. But I've learned more about real masochists and have realized that I don't qualify. Besides, EVERYTHING in my relationship is for my master's pleasure. He's not one of those doms who focuses on or even cares about my erotic pleasure. When he grants me an orgasm, it is purely for HIS pleasure - the sounds of my cumming I leave on his voice mail, or the descriptions I write of my masturbation, rising arousal, and releasing sobs. It is all for him.<br /><br />Just as any pain I endure is for him as well. What enabled him to hold back his extreme sadistic urges was the rich response he could elicit from me with a relatively small application of pain.<br /><br />(PS - Thank you for commenting here.)oatmeal girlhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12842608615972752000noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1165603762522014470.post-21116825960099188102009-09-13T08:43:56.750-04:002009-09-13T08:43:56.750-04:00mmmm torture, that fine line for a slave when will...mmmm torture, that fine line for a slave when willingly accepting pain becomes a willfulness to endure more for the pleasure of our Master's desire. Knowing our tears, agony and defeat is as sweet as any desert, a mead on which they thrive and get drunk on. My internal pain slut is holding her metaphorical breath, sitting on the edge of begging, waiting for Master to tie me down, tie me up and beat me to His hearts desire!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1165603762522014470.post-8128898858123150172009-09-10T21:11:51.456-04:002009-09-10T21:11:51.456-04:00Orlando, you are frightfully funny. You don't ...Orlando, you are frightfully funny. You don't need to censor yourself in front of me as far as expletives go. First of all, I'm not all that religious in any standard sort of way. Secondly, any word based on "Jesus" is not taking the name of MY god in vain, so why should i care outside of a general sensitivity and anyway who knows who's right on this deity thing anyway?<br /><br />And third... well really, as perverts we want others do let our live our lives as it suits us so I'd have a lot of chutzpah to complain about how you express intensity.<br /><br />So there.<br /><br />mamacrow - no, it is definitely NOT going to be squeezed in during a lunch break. He says he wants to take his time with me. This pleases me because the last thing I want to do after such abuse is to run back to work as if nothing has happened.<br /><br />I think I'll write a separate post about the lack of after care.oatmeal girlhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12842608615972752000noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1165603762522014470.post-5165841137606311952009-09-10T15:42:46.365-04:002009-09-10T15:42:46.365-04:00I'm not worried particularly, just... this isn...I'm not worried particularly, just... this isn't going to be squeezed into a lunch break, is it?<br /><br />also, I know He 'dosn't do' after care, but I think in this case, a little would be good, hmmm? Even if it's just untieing you and telling you well done...<br /><br />Oh and handing you the frozen peas. Might be an idea to stock up again, yes.mamacrowhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16484565827023574347noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1165603762522014470.post-71791424532551345682009-09-10T09:57:57.020-04:002009-09-10T09:57:57.020-04:00Oh, I'm not referring to your pea-hoarding way...Oh, I'm not referring to your pea-hoarding ways as Jewish, I was just questioning the appropriateness of "Jeezum."<br /><br /><br />I don't know, though. Old freezer stuff squicks me out, even if you aren't planning to eat it. Ggghhhg.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1165603762522014470.post-76585561031615366102009-09-10T00:27:51.400-04:002009-09-10T00:27:51.400-04:00You are all very sweet to worry about me, and I...You are all very sweet to worry about me, and I'm sure it's appropriate. but this is what I want.<br /><br />Does he KNOW when enough is enough?<br />Yes.<br /><br />Will he be able to stop?<br />It depends on who is charge - he or the Beast.<br /><br />He has held back all this time to protect me. I am precious to him, he has plans for me, her certainly doesn't want to kill me.<br /><br />Beyond that... we'll see. he is fond of me. He allows himself to say that much. And this will bring us an intimacy that... well, we'll just have to find out how it goes.<br /><br />And when I can sit, I'll let you know. (Still no date.)<br /><br />nancy - I do suspect I should restock the peas, just in case. I'm sure I'll still have plenty of bruises as souvenirs.<br /><br />Orlando, silly boy, you have so much to deal with these days that either you didn't read carefully or I didn't make myself clear. The peas are (or were, since I finally threw them out a week or two ago) used ONLY as ice bags. But yeah, I'm Jewish. We open gifts very very carefully so we can reuse the wrapping paper year after year. Probably as much from having parents who grew up during the Depression as from their being Jewish.<br /><br />And yes, dear, I do know you're reading. You are excused from commenting though always welcome. And I've been quiet over your way - but thinking about you two a lot.<br /><br />OK, it's way past my bedtime. And thanks again to you all for your protectiveness.oatmeal girlhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12842608615972752000noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1165603762522014470.post-61259630385313630012009-09-09T17:21:33.036-04:002009-09-09T17:21:33.036-04:00OG, so this may be the culmination of a lifetimes ...OG, so this may be the culmination of a lifetimes dreams.<br />I do hope that your sadist has some control over his inner beast.<br />Love and warm hugs,<br />Paul.Paulhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03790580459962602757noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1165603762522014470.post-1538422969775650922009-09-09T17:00:03.522-04:002009-09-09T17:00:03.522-04:00Gods, Oats, if you have a two-year-old bag of peas...Gods, Oats, if you have a two-year-old bag of peas in your freezer, the last thing you need is to buy more peas. Unless you throw out the goddamn old peas. Jeezum. Sorry, you're all Jewish.... <i>Oy</i>. Fuck.<br /><br />I'm sorry I haven't been commenting lately. I know that such an inveterate stats-slut as yourself is aware that isn't becaue I haven't been reading.<br /><br />Also......I hear two things from you. One is that you didn't realize you were a submissive until you were in your late fifties which seems (as our dear Oscar Wilde says) like carelessness. The other is that you've been eroticizing torture since you were a wee small little redhead.<br /><br />I'm in my hour of need and all. Break it down for me.<br /><br />Love, Orlando CAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1165603762522014470.post-20115462226701328372009-09-09T15:37:45.312-04:002009-09-09T15:37:45.312-04:00Somehow I don't feel that worried about you .....Somehow I don't feel that worried about you .. hope I'm right~<br />The peas.. no, I don't think you need them.<br />I don't think you will want them.. I have a feeling you will enjoy every second of whatever he doles out.<br />Although..I DO hope you are safe.. hmmm he DOES know when enough is enough , right?nbshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12817508431335142670noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1165603762522014470.post-88134241693344725942009-09-09T03:34:39.463-04:002009-09-09T03:34:39.463-04:00Forget the bloody philosopher. *I'm* worried a...Forget the bloody philosopher. *I'm* worried about you!<br /><br />Now, are you really all right, and do you really want to go through with this?! And, does the guy know when enough is enough?!Vestahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03677044322646962128noreply@blogger.com