Tuesday, November 12, 2013

Are you a lurker? We all have our flaws...

I know you're out there.
It's OK.
I'm not mad.
I'm glad you're there.
I see your footprints and I feel reassured.
You didn't forget me.
You had faith.
You kept coming by until I came back.

Or else you're new here.
You stumbled onto the edge of the glade.
You heard me singing to myself and hid behind the tree to listen.

It's OK. I'm shy - and a bit of an exhibitionist. I pitch my singing just loud enough to be heard beyond the edge of the glade. So I'm glad you heard. I'm glad you stayed around to listen. To try to decipher what the hell I'm singing about. You even put up with my tears.

But everything comes at a price.
For old friends and new ones.
For the peeping toms, too,
directed to me by a perverted Google search.

So here's the price you have to pay.
Step out from behind the tree.
Admit that you're here.
You don't have to offer admiration.
Tell me I suck if that's the way you feel.
(I do suck, you know.
I suck cock.
I'm really very good at sucking cock.
I'm even learning to take it down my throat.
He's been training me.
He says I'm his good girl.
So sometimes I take it down.
And sometimes he shoves it down.
On Saturday.
He shoved it down.
Way down.
I'd never felt anything like that before.
He was very pleased.
And that's what it's all about, isn't it?
Giving pleasure.
Giving him - everything.)

Now we all know I'm not big on participating in kinky community activities. But I do get into this one. Which one? Oh right. I didn't say. It's Love Our Lurkers Day. Courtesy of Bonnie of My Bottom Smarts. Do check out her blog, as a small thank you for her efforts in making this day possible. And check out the list of other participating disreputable bloggers. You might come across some others that catch your fancy. Or, to be blunt, who turn you on. Just don't leave me for one of them, OK? I have a very strong fear of rejection...

10 comments:

Anastasia Vitsky said...

I'm new to your blog! I like the name oatmeal girl. I hope you enjoy LOL Day and get to meet many new friends.

Michael said...

First time on your blog and I too like your name - oatmeal girl. Happy LOL Day!

rose said...

pretty sure i de-lurked myself here recently,

so i'm just going to say thank you for the cocksucking aside.

You make me smile.

-r

DelFonte said...

I lurk here from time to time. I think I came across you quite some time ago and like the way you write. It's different and fun.

DF

MrBBSpanker said...

I can't believe this is the first time I have been to your blog. It looks really interesting!
I joined your site and will be back often :)
Happy LOL Day!
# MrBBSpanker

SPANKEDHORTIC II said...

Say it with poetry, nice. Happy LOL day.

Prefectdt

Hermione said...

Hi Oatmeal Girl,

Happy LOL 8 day! I'm a regular visitor to your blog, and always enjoy your posts.

Hugs,
Hermione

Learning Domestic Discipline said...

Happy LOL Day! I don't think we have ever visited before, but thank you for being a part of this awesome community. We'll have to come back and read more!

-Clint and Chelsea
Learning Domestic Discipline

oatmeal girl said...

Thank you to all who came to visit, and especially to the few of you who commented. I meant to be here this evening to respond, but had a last minute reminder that there was a concert I wanted to go to. The group included a Turkish oud player, and there was no way I was going to pass that up! So I owe each of you a little response, and a visit to everyone's blogs. It also occurs to me that I should post a new summary of my story and situation and cast of characters. since I've been quiet for so long and - I hope - new people are dropping in during the third season or so.

top_kat said...

I am here and love reading your blog entries. I read from a dominant perspective, and from a sadist's one too!