Yes, I know I've been quiet. There have been major cat problems, leading to a largely sleepless week. Growling and hissing in the middle of the night, night after night. Now Ketzel is on Buspar, which is used to treat aggression in cats. It's made a difference, except that now she is leery of my getting anywhere near her head since I've been rubbing it into the inside of her ear in the form of a cream.
Saturday was totally lost as I slept on and off all day. Well, not totally lost as Friday night and Saturday the sadist and I collaborated on some very inspirational writing. And then Saturday night there was a party and yesterday I did some other writing, and really, none of this is making for a very sexy post, is it?
He came to visit today, and there are some issues which I can't talk about. I didn't even ask if I could talk about them. They are personal and difficult and a blog is all well and good but what really matters is our relationship and not everything can be lived naked on a stage. And no, we didn't fight, he's not mad at me, and it's not whatever else you are thinking, either, and eventually we'll get it sorted out. But meanwhile I'm tired of crying.
Who would imagine that a sadist could have such sweet kisses...