Saturday, October 17, 2009

i am pussy

this was a training day.

together in our separate houses,
we took another step towards making me
into what he wants me to be.
into what i was meant to be.
into what he has always known i am.

he hypnotized me.
i'm not sure he would have called it that.
but he knows how responsive i am,
how easily i am transported by his words,
by his voice, even if that voice is heard
through pixillated marks on the screen.

i am pussy.

he had me say it.
he had me breathe it.
first the phrase.
then the word.
just that one word.
into the moist air.
into the grey world.

pussy...

i filled and swelled
and flowed transformed...
men around the world heard
the call... smelled me... sensed
me... a welcoming haven... a
sanctuary of sex... calling
their cocks... warm...
moist... open... made
to be used... i floated
in another state. and knew
that yes. i am this.
whatever he wants me to be,
i am. and whatever i was
born to be, i am.

i look back and know this is true.
always that emptiness,
eyes searching for signs
of need. i know what you need.
it's here between my legs.
it's there between my buttocks.
and up here, within my mouth.
settle yourself between my breasts.
rub yourself with long, red hair.
push me down, press me down
give me your weight,
grind your cock into the small of my back.

use me.

i am pussy.
not just that cave
below the thatch of hair
but all of me. i
am pussy.
i am my Master's.
he will let you take your turn.
i am like a new-found Rembrandt,
a masterpiece not to be hoarded
in some private museum. my Master
is a collector, and when he wishes,
he puts his treasures on display.

i am pussy.
sniff me out.
hear my breath.
feel my heat.

i am pussy.

fuck me.

10 comments:

nancy said...

How beautifully said!

i love that feeling of being so ready to be used.. to be his.
Always, thanks OG

Greenwoman said...

This is one of the most erotic posts you've shared in awhile for me. I loved it. Made me really juicy. Nice writing!

Paul said...

OG brilliant, the Universal Pussy or the Universe as Pussy.
Greenwoman says this is erotic, but then you breath erotic, is this, or this is what your Sadist is aiming for.
Love and warm hugs,
Paul.

charlie said...

Beautiful- your happiness comes through!

Florida Dom said...

That was so well written and so erotic. You must be proud to be pussy.

FD

mamacrow said...

ooooo, lovely. brilliantly written piece

oatmeal girl said...

I was in the most intense state when I wrote this. he continues to transform me and I continue to embrace what he is making of me. or rather, what he has liberated inside me.

nancy - yes, it is a glorious feeling, and it never really leaves me.

Thanks, Greenwoman. I've been feeling the need to be more erotic in my writing. For various reasons, it has been a bit dormant. The one problem is that sometimes, while writing, I turn myself on so much I can barely stand it. And given that I don't own my orgasms, it can be rather painful. Like right now... I find myself wishing he were flogging my pussy, which is horribly painful. I doubt I could stand much of it. But I feel the need...

Ah, very good, Paul. The Universe as Pussy. Somehow that seems to go very well with my pantheistic Judaism. A very juicy manifestation of the Shekhinah. (hmmm... I'm afraid I'll pop up in some Google searches and end up with some very shocked inadvertent readers looking to read up on Jewish spirituality and the female manifestation of God.)

charlie - yes, absolutely. I am so happy that it hurts almost as much as the aforementioned pussy flogging.

Florida Dom - I am proud of pleasing him. It all comes down to that.

Thanks, mamacrow. maybe we should all write some really erotic pieces to help induce labor when it's time. You'll get so turned on that the contractions will start and the baby will pop out in 10 minutes flat.

oatmeal girl said...

Welcome to all of you who were sent here by Fleshbot! Sniff around, poke your nose (or whatever) in holes and corners, and stay awhile.

o.g.

mamacrow said...

lol! i've always been slightly baffled by the whole thing reported on in pregnancy mags about it being perfectly normal to go off sex during pregnancy...

Lets just say I must therefore be heavily abnormal! I LOVE being pregnant as regards to sex and being sexy...

and sex - that is, orgasms - can help kick start contractions if you're over due... I quite often am over due :D

oatmeal girl said...

mamaacrow - stimulating your nipples can also induce contractions. Enjoy yourself! (I hope you'll post a birth announcement here when you can!)