Tuesday, October 6, 2009

The perfect gift - an obedient pet whore

I will be a gift. A sort of thank you gift. My Master will be there, watching, directing, joining... suggesting things for this other man to do to me, ways for him to use me, ways for me to please him... and... perhaps... simultaneously... enjoying me as well.

Possibly by the end of the month.

I'm floating in a gentle sea of submission, and I've never felt happier, more yielding, or more owned.

Today I kept having this vision... like one of those old Orientalist paintings of a slave market... unfortunately racist but ever so evocative to a submissive. I am standing before my Master and his friend, naked... or perhaps barely draped in teasing cloth that serves to accent my perky nipples even more than would pure exposure.

My Master points out my fine points, running his hand under my breast where it is soft and tempting, raising my chin with his hand tight around my throat, caressing the belly he finds so enticing, parting my legs and dipping into my arousal to show how ready I am for the taking... and then pushing me over some conveniently placed low marble column to demonstrate how tight and prime for raping is my little puckered rosebud...

I floated... I'd fondle the scene in my mind and feel happier and happier and ever more submissive... grateful to my demon muse for giving me this opportunity to demonstrate my devotion.

I will make him proud of me.
I will confirm his opinion of me as a worthy gift.
I will incite his desire as he watches another man use me.

His eyes will link with mine.
His ownership will merge with my submission.
He will share every sensation I experience, whether pleasure or pain.
He will see how hard I am working
to please this other man
and to please him.
He will cover himself with my moans
and he will be glad that I am his.

There is much to be done. He needs to accelerate my training. I am his little whore, and he wants me properly trained. Plus we need to secure adequate private time in the dungeon. But it will happen. I will make him proud as he directs the scene of another man's cock moving in and out of his pet's sweet, tight cunt.

Projected opening of our little play: late October.

Watch this space for reviews.

10 comments:

mamacrow said...

' My Master will be there, watching, directing, joining... suggesting things for this other man to do to me, ways for him to use me, ways for me to please him... and... perhaps... simultaneously... enjoying me as well.'

ooooo wow!

'Projected opening of our little play: late October.'

oooooo yay! really hope it isn't delayed... i suppose realistically i'll be offline for a bit in early Nov.

Florida Dom said...

You vividly expressed how excited you are in serving your Master in this way. You seem ready now but you said you will receiver further training. Could you give us more details on what the training will include. And have you been told how long the session will last?

FD

Paul said...

OG, dammit, I'm most certainly not a sub, yet your anticipation is catching.
The thought that your Demon muse will be present and displaying and directing you, plus your added thought that His Beast might slip a paw into the scene.
All this will surely add lubrication to your squirming.
I'm inclined to do a Mamacrow, "ooooo wow!"
I shall be in the figurative front row, cheering you on.
Love and warm hugs,
Paul.

nbs said...

OG,
There will be a rather crowded front row whenever this happens, I am sure!
How wonderfully compelling is this whole thing.. and yes I am positive you will make him very proud!

mamacrow said...

'There will be a rather crowded front row whenever this happens, I am sure!'

yes, and i demand an asle seat :D

charlie said...

I can only imagine as your Master shows you off to his friend, describing your beautiful body and it's talents. Would love to be the voyageur at the BD/SM club (like ours here-only ours there's no "happy ending"). Will have to wait for the next chapter.

oatmeal girl said...

mamacrow - is it early November that you're due?

Florida Dom - I had a very accelerated training session today, and passed with flying colors. The topic of the lesson?

Cock sucking.

Paul - It's not so much a question of excitement as of centered joy. Any chance to prove my devotion and obedience is a time of joy.

nancy - mmm... proud...

mamacrow - why do you want an aisle seat? so you can run off to pee if you need to? so the medics can get to you in case the excitement inspires you to deliver early?

charlie - we don't frequent clubs. and for more, see my post coming on Friday the 9th.

mamacrow said...

I'm due 11th of Nov - rememberance day here in the Uk, tho I often go 5 days over.

Why do I need an ailse seat? sheer issues of bulk!

btw, I really enjoy being instructed in cock sucking. Not sure why, but being given instructions and corrections and feedback gets me every time.

oatmeal girl said...

mamacrow - Right. Remembrance Day. We call it Veteran's Day. Used to call it Armistice Day.

As I've said before, I wish all my lovers knew so clearly what they liked and had figured out so well how to teach it.

mamacrow said...

Armistice day - yes indeed, that's what it also/orginally is... I'm rather hoping that the baby will come on time on that day, not only will I have a decent stab at remembering the date, but it would be rather nice...

My dad served in WWII so armistice day has always been a day of particular meaning for me.