Tuesday, January 13, 2009

No, I haven't been murdered in my sleep

Here you all are leaving such nice comments and I'm being so silent.

Actually, it's only here that I am silent. There are all these craigslist doms paying me a lot of attention and I'm reveling in it. It's great to feel wanted.

I'm working at getting them to want more than just to spank me. I think I intrigue them. Isn't that cute? And they see my picture and think I'm 40...

I suppose I could try out a different one every night, but maybe I should let the bruises heal a little between them. Perhaps the philosopher would like to be hidden in the next room, looking through a 2-way mirror, judging their technique, judging my response, listening to my screams, seeing the little puddle of arousal grow to a lake beneath me.

Would he become aroused himself?
Would he be jealous?
Would he touch himself?
Would he seethe at seeing those men touch me?
Would he burst into the room?
Would he grab the cane?
Would he drive them all from the house?
Would he yell into the street?
Would he declare "She's MINE!"?

Maybe not...

He'll content himself with written reports
and I'll never know how they make him feel.

5 comments:

Greenwoman said...

((hugs)) I'm sorry you are missing him so. Glad you are having fun though. *smiles*

Paul said...

OG, if I were the Philosopher, I'd certainly be jealous.
Warm hugs,
Paul.

mamacrow said...

'Actually, it's only here that I am silent. There are all these craigslist doms paying me a lot of attention and I'm reveling in it.'

Good!

'He'll content himself with written reports
and I'll never know how they make him feel.'

sounds totally reasonable to request feedback from him about those reports.

rosie said...

The fact that He wants written reports tells me that, yes He gets jealous, yes it turns Him on, yes He still holds you very close to Him.

Men/Doms dont give feedback very well do they?

Smiles softly

xxxx

oatmeal girl said...

Oh Shannee, I always end up missing him...

Thanks, Paul, I hope he learns from you.

mamacrow and rosie, I don't think he actually requested written reports. That was just me being creative. However, he of course know I will write things up and present them here. And I have promised in general that he doesn't have to write me except when he feels like it, to remove feeling of stress and the pressure of required response.

I'm sleepy...