Sunday, March 7, 2010

Lament

Touch me.
Kiss me.
Hold me.
Love me.

Let me be the one giving orders for a change.

I need you, my Lord.

2 comments:

Paul said...

OG, I'm sure He knows this, and appreciates it.
Love and warm hugs,
Paul.

oatmeal girl said...

He knows very well that I need him, Paul, more than I do myself.

I just changed what I was going to say. What I intended to write was that he knows what I want, eh knows what I need, but he feeds me only according to his own wants and needs. But I think I should change that. He knows better than I do what I want and need, and he disburses his gifts according to what he knows is best for himself, yes, and also for making me into what he wants and needs me to be.

which is, in fact, what is best for me.

Still. I don't give the orders. And never will.