Saturday, March 27, 2010

Sneak preview: he didn't torture me after all

i am still floating.
he did not torture me.
he protected me.
he gave me water to drink from his hand.
he said i made him proud.
he fucked me.
he told me i could masturbate.
he told me i could cum.
and after he left
i curled up in the bed
with his chain around my neck
and floated into happy sleep
and awoke with a floating smile
to find Marko asleep behind my knees
and the tail of the chain tucked between my legs.

oh yes. and the reason why i couldn't tell you more beforehand was that he was bringing another man with him. i was being given as a thank-you gift to be spanked and flogged and fucked. which i was. and that was fine. but you may remember my having been told at one point that i couldn't write anything more about it. so once i realized that the other man (i suppose i should call him t.o.m) was coming, i knew i couldn't say any more.

however, my ever so beloved Master has given me permission to write anything i want about it. which perhaps i will do tomorrow.

meanwhile, here is a lovely little tidbit revealed to me when it was all over. when t.o.m. had left and i was alone with my Master. before they arrived, the sadist instructed t.o.m that he was not to hurt me too badly. isn't that sweet? because my Master knows that my tolerance of pain is limited. the worst pain i suffered today was at the hands of my Master. which made it beautiful.

(some of you may remember that the flogger was especially designed to be relatively gentle, even when wielded with great force, except when directed at targets such as my clitoris and my nipples. yes, he is a sadist. but he treasures me. he protects me. and when he poured the water from his glass into his large hand and gave me to drink, it was with such sweetness, such gentleness, that my heart overflowed with honeyed joy.)

and now, purring, to bed.


Baby Girl said...

Dear OG,

I'm very much looking forward to hearing about all the details from your session...and I'm so glad that it was such a positive experience for you! :)

Here's hoping that you're still basking in the afterglow... ;)

Take care,
Baby Girl :)

Florida Dom said...

OG: Great to hear that you were purring when it was over. Your Master seems to know how to meet your needs while he takes you to new levels of submission. He must have you wet thinking of what he's going to do next.

And we will patiently wait for the details that he is allowing you to share with us.


nancy said...

How beautiful to hear a few tidbits of your time with your Master.
I'm so glad it was such a positive experience and that you are purring!

Paul said...

OG, this is delightful, he takes you so high and lets you down gently.
This is a joyful post and a pleasure to read.
I think blogger reads the posts, Verification comins
Love and warm hugs,

Liras said...

Hmmm. That was tender.

But torture is a close cousin of torment. Maybe your perpetual sweetness is what tortures him.

oatmeal girl said...

Still happy.
Still purring.
Still glowing.
It tends to last for a few days.
And this was very special.

It will be a few days until I can write more about it, as Monday and Tuesday nights I will be at Passover seders, and must still try to get to bed as close to my 11:30pm curfew as possible.

Liras, I do torment my Master. I make him crazy. He says it is my artistic temperament. He complains, but he clearly does treasure me. I will not ascribe to him any feelings that he has not professed, but he does say he is proud of me, and encouraged me to let you all know that.

And he calls me his angel...

worm said...

What a sweet post, o.g. :) You are indeed glowing and purring. I think Liras is on to something.

Phil said...

So did the shaving add to the arousal? I always found it to be a sexy positive.