Obsession

Friday, 27 July 2007 (morning)

i know... i'm the one who scolded YOU about spending too much time thinking about our coming/cumming adventure, so that you are distracted from you job of finishing your dissertation. i don't ever want you to be able to accuse me of keeping you from working on it.

still... i can't stop thinking about you this morning.

absolutely

cannot

stop

thinking

about you.

and it's not even all kinky fantasies.

you occupy me.

period.

i am a conquered land
its inhabitants hauled off into slavery.
i have an advanced case of Stockholm Syndrome.

my mind is not my own.

and crazed as i am
i feel at peace.