Thursday, July 24, 2008

Owned

or am i?

8 comments:

Akrazael said...

I know that feeling...

marianne said...

Oh... is that a choke collar?

oatmeal girl said...

akrazael - mmm... not quite there, slightly stunned, very submissive, and very owned...

marianne - definitely a choke collar. and when he pulls it tight against my throat...

Anonymous said...

Of course you are. Nothing has changed, not really. Your philosopher is merely on a sabbatical, and he will return to you refreshed, invigorated, and very much ready to play with his cherished kitten, whose also taking this time to make sure she's in a better space to romp and play...and love. *smiles*

~SD Grrl

rosie said...

I just finished reading most of July, I was not aware of what was going on but I now understand.

Being in a LD relationship with Master for over 5 years now I am very aware of all the hardships that one has to face to maintain the dynamics between each other.

I know of the sadness, helplessness, frustration, envy, jealously and pure despair that can sometimes rear hugy heads. I also know of the warmth and love and all embracing feeling that can be obtained.

For me the key elements to my relationship with CK are honesty and trust.

I understand the need for withdrawal also.

I would imagine and I hope that the period of silence you are both going through will only serve the purpose to make the two of you closer.

Hang in there, your posts made me smile and also a little teary, I often go through my older writing and reflect at times that have passed between Master and I. I know exactly why you have also, you want to "hang on" to each and every special moment.

With warm thoughts hon.

rosie
xxxx

Anonymous said...

Need you ask love? I understand your doubt, your fear, your need as He does...If He wished the collar removed He would have said so..Why on earth would one give up owning such a little spitfire of a kitten??

Paul said...

Oatmeal Girl, I think that you are, he will cherish you again.
Warm hugs,
Paul.

mamacrow said...

I find it very hard to believe that you're not...